Dog Gone It

I stopped by Carla's to see how she was doing.  I had a feeling she might not be feeling up to par.  I think I was right.  When you go to Carla's you get greeted by five dogs.  They like to be all over me when I first get there.  I like them though so it doesn't bother me.  Carla and I had a pretty strong discussion about our Temples.  Carla has been reading a lot of things that others have wrote that might have truths but that they also are blowing way out of context.  Carla was positive that if those things were written they are true.  I told her they have truths but it isn't like she thinks.  She was disgusted with what goes on in the Temple and said she could never accept the things she read.  I get ticked that others make good things appear bad but that is just the way things are.  Larry suggested I ask Carla if I should go to her neighbors to find out what kind of people Carla and Roger are.  They have neighbors that are rude and would probably give us a whole different opinion of our good friends.  I thought that was a good point.  I told Carla that if she was going to read anything to know if what I believe is right then it should be the Book of Mormon.  I told her that book isn't one person's opinion or view and that only the Spirit could testify to her of it's truthfulness.  She shouldn't believe me or anyone else and would need to find things out for herself.  Carla is a thinker...a deep thinker...and over thinks everything. (she said that about herself)  I suggested that a balance of thinking and of feeling might do us both good.  Anyway it was kind of a crazy little chat.  We decided to go get Swigg's and that was good.

While we visited, I encouraged Carla to go to Boston with the sista's and support Jodi.  I knew Carla really wanted to go and I didn't want her to miss out.  She again was over thinking everything; transportation, numbers of those going, if they would be crowded in Shauna's house.  I tried convincing her not to worry about those things and promised that things would work out and be fine.  Well...her headache and struggle with depression got the worst of her today and things didn't end so well by the end of the day.  Dog Gone It!  I love my dear friend and realize that depression is real and can over power you some days.  It breaks my heart.  (if you get it, please get help)

I'm sad that I won't be going to Boston but really felt that the timing wasn't right and I needed to pick family over friends. I would be gone on Easter, which happens to be my favorite Sunday of the year.  I love being at church with my hubby and kids. We also have so much going on right now and I know if I went I would be adding a little more stress to my hubby.  Jared submitted his mission papers and we have to get him everything.  The kid doesn't even own a regular white shirt. (his is cowboy cut)  Kimi and Jared will both be going to the Temple soon for themselves and we need to get them everything.  I need to schedule graduation and mission pictures.  We will need to schedule family pictures.  We have always taken the other boys to Kirkland or Nauvoo before their missions and are trying to fit that in too.  It's all good and I am being taught that I can't do everything and to accept that. Dog Gone It! ☺

Natalie's Golden

Today Sweet Natalie is celebrating her Golden Birthday.  Mya actually pointed this out.  Today Natalie is 31 on the 31st of January.  I think that's awesome.  I think Natalie is awesome!  I absolutely love this wonderful girl.  She is gentle, kind, thoughtful, smart, creative, thrifty, organized, spiritual, fun and pretty much perfect.  Natalie is good at everything.  She is so helpful and knows just how to serve others without being asked or even asking.  I admire that quality in her because I lack it.  She's observant and then acts.  Natalie usually has a baby in her arms. All the little's love her because she loves them.  Natalie is soft spoken.  I love her words of wisdom that she shares with me when we talk.  Natalie is a really good listener.  Natalie is one of the best mom's ever and such a wonderful wife to my son.  I couldn't ask her to be any better.  She spoils her family and is always doing things for each one of them.  Natalie is a blessing to me and to our family.  I'm so glad that she is the one Justin asked to spend eternity with.  I'm so happy that today I was able to take her to lunch for her birthday.  She was excited to go and kept telling me that she was.  She's so cute.  When I dropped her off she gave me a hug and that meant a lot to me.  I don't think we hug much and so I noticed and it was nice.  I learn a lot from Natalie and I'm sure I am a better mom and gramma because of her example.  What a Blessing Natalie is....I'm so glad she was born!

Celebrating Robin

I promised Pat at Christmas that I would get a lunch date together with our neighbors.  This month was zooming by and so I put a day out there.  Robin suggested we count this as her birthday lunch which works out really well since I will be out of town on her birthday.  I was so happy that we were all able to meet.  I love my sweet neighbors who are also such wonderful friends.  We all get along so well and can count on each other for anything.  We have a lot of fun together and do a lot of laughing out loud.  I refer to Robin as an Angel here on Earth.  She is just so pure and wonderful.  She is seriously one of the kindest people ever born.  I'm really glad that she was born and that her and Dirk built a house across the street from us.  I am a better person for just knowing Robin.  I want to be more like her.  I want my goodness to be my strength.  I just wouldn't be the same without my good friends.  I need them all!

Kevin's Family in Disneyland

 I told Kevin to text me pictures.  I can't help but smile every time he does! ☺  I smiled extra big when I saw Bryce and Tessa and their cute family with them.  I knew my niece and nephew were taking there family but really the chances of running into each other are crazy.  So Fun for them!

Playing

I took Kevin, Julie and the two older girls to the airport.  They are headed to Disneyland.  I know they are going to have fun!

I went home and enjoyed the grands some more. They are so cute and it's been fun having them come to play.

Not long after the grands were picked up, I was picked up by Barbie to go to the Play.  We left a little early so that we could stop by the Heritage Care Center and visit with Kay from SNAP.  We had heard that Kay's niece, Heidi had died when we were at SNAP on Thursday.  Kay seemed happy and so I asked her how everything was.  She didn't say a thing about Heidi and so I asked her Heidi was doing.  Kay said that she was doing good and that she had a new boyfriend.  Barbie and I just looked at each other.  Either we got some false information or Kay hadn't been told yet. I also talked to Kay and told her that she wouldn't be able to come to girls camp this year because of her health.  She wasn't very happy with me but oh well...

The play tonight was Cash on Delivery.  It was a hilarious play about a guy scamming the S.S. Department.  One lie leads to another.  The energy was crazy and constant.  We did a lot of laughing.  We always do a lot of laughing.  I heard a new song "Pray for You" by Jaron Lowenstein on the way down.  It puts a whole new twist on praying for someone.  haha  Here's the words.....
I haven't been to church since I don't remember when
Things were goin' great 'til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you can't go hatin' others who have done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out runnin' down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray you birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray all you're flyin' high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are honey, I pray for you

I'm really glad I found my way to church
'Cause I'm already feelin' better and I thank God for the words
Yeah I'm goin' take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messin' up and I'll keep prayin' for you

I pray you tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out runnin' down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray you birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray all you're flyin' high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are honey, I pray for you

More of the Same

I really love how beautiful winter is.  The frost on the trees and every where else makes me smile all over.  It's so pretty.  I usually stop and take a picture because I love it so much.  This winter is amazing.  It's very cold but that just reminds me how thankful I am for a warm house and cozy blankets.

As soon as Justin brought me Macie we left.  I took Macie to play with Kelsi and Sadie so that I could go to the Temple to see Trevor and Tiffany get married.  (3rd time for the Temple this week)  I think Trevor and Tiffany are such a cute couple.  They are just such good kids.  Trevor works for Larry and so for their wedding gift we sent them to California for a conference but paid for them to stay longer so they could go to Disneyland.  When I picked Macie up, I invited Kelsi and Sadie to go to lunch.  Sadie wanted to ride with me and wasn't happy that she had to go in her car.  The car seats these days are not the easiest things to move so we took both cars.  We went to Chic-fil-A and the girls had a good time. I had a good time talking to Kelsi.  Kelsi is still pretty reserved around me and doesn't say much.  I think she is a sweet heart and I'm so thankful for her.  Kelsi is so easy going which is essential being married to Braxton.  She doesn't mind him having so much adventure even if it means getting shaving cream all over your baby or throwing your baby really high in the air.  I love that Kelsi just goes with it and trusts Braxton.  I'm glad she's part of our family now...she's a cutie.  I talked to Macie all the way home trying to keep her awake so that she would nap at home and we did good right up to our corner.  She did take a good nap.

I picked Trichelle's kids up from school and then went and picked up Justin's kids.  I was really glad Kimleighel was home so I could leave Macie sleeping.  I would have had to make two trips otherwise.  The grands love playing together at my house and I love having them here.  I made everyone dinner before the parents picked them up. (shepherds pie)  Larry and I hurried to the church for the reception and got to see Braxton, Kelsi and Sadie.  Sadie saw me first and came over to me...she's so cute.

When Trichelle and TJ came to get their kids we were laughing so hard at Behr that I started choking. (the kids a clown)  I couldn't breath and when I did get some air I would cough.  I coughed so hard it gagged me and I had to run to the bathroom.  I was struggling with catching air, coughing and eventually even throwing up.  The thought crossed my mind that if I died at least they could put I died laughing on my headstone. haha  I love to laugh even if it about kills me. ☺

The Grands

I get to enjoy these cuties for the next few days.  Natalie has a sister in St. George that is moving and so her awesome sisters all drove down together to help her move.  I love being able to help out.  Today Trichelle watched Macie while I went bowling and then I picked her up on my way home.  Jaydan came down after work to pick the kids up and take them home.  Justin had some church stuff going on.  I made dinner for them all first.

They were good about getting homework done right away.  I enjoyed listening to Parker read out loud.  I'm amazed how quick kids learn things.  I love seeing them learn and progress.  I love having them over.

Barbie was over the activity tonight at SNAP and a few of her girls came and did hair and polish on the girls.  Barbie bought the girls bags to decorate for camp.  They are suppose to put their plates, cups, and forks in them for camp.  These girls make big messes.  We had to leave the bags in another room to dry.  A few leaders were going to pick them up tomorrow.  The hair on the girls turned out cute.  I think they really enjoyed getting "dolled" up.  My mind in on camp.  I was direct tonight but another leader was more direct and we had one gal decide not to go.  I'm actually relieved because I don't think she would enjoy this camp.  This year's camp isn't going to be relaxing. The gals need to be able to get around and so it's important for them to be in pretty good health.  I also want positive attitudes.  I have decided that since some won't be able to attend because of conditions that I will make everyone a shirt at least...even if they don't come.

Crowned

I got "crowned" today!  I would have preferred a crown for a queen but instead I got a porcelain one in my mouth.  I'm lucky that I have been able to go this long without one.  About 27 years ago I had a filling come out of one of my teeth.  I went to the dentist to have it fixed but after waiting for over an hour, I left.  I told a friend of mine who was watching my kids that I would be back in about an hour.  Instead of rescheduling I waited until my tooth actually broke before doing anything with it. (dumb choice) By then I had a new dentist and he told me he would try to fix it with a filling but wasn't sure how long it would last.  He did a good job and it lasted a long time.  My tooth broke again about a year ago and I told my dentist that I would just leave it that way as long as it wouldn't hurt the rest of my tooth.  He went a long with me.  There were a few times that I could tell that I really needed to get my tooth fixed and so I finally just decided to do it.  (I didn't want to spend the $$$) My tooth feels fabulous and it wasn't painful at all....I haven't seen the bill yet though....that might be painful.

I met Mallory and Kathy afterwards for lunch.  Mal went to the dentist today too. She's worse than me about going.  The last time she went was because I actually called and made her an appointment.  I love these two ladies.  I cherish the discussions we have.  I love that we can count on each other for any kind of help or support.  I love that we have shared so much together and will continue to for the rest of our lives.

Fun Day

Yesterday was a day of pampering because I knew the rest of the week was going to be busy.  I got a pedicure and my hair done yesterday and it was nice to just sit and relax.  It had been awhile since I had done either.  I really enjoy "down" days when I get them.

This morning I went and visit taught Crystal.  She has some really cute puppies right now.  She breeds her dog so that they can sell the puppies. Crystal's daughter is getting married and so they need a little extra money.  These puppies bring in quite a bit.  They are so cute but I personally would never pay for a dog no matter how cute they are.  Crystal and I visited for quite awhile and it was nice sharing a bit of our lives with each other.  I absolutely love this girl so much.  I'm glad I get to be her visiting teacher because this way I get to see and visit with her at least once a month.  Crystal inspires me to be better.  She's just such a nice person.

I text Tammy last night to see if she wanted to meet me for a quick visit.  At first she said yes, then she remembered that she had a meeting so we decided to meet a little earlier than we had originally planned.  It worked out perfect for me since I was already out and about. We met at the Library in Roy.  I love our library in Roy.  It's so bright and wonderful.  I love that there are lots of places to sit and read or visit with a friend.  They even have a little cafe with tables.  I got there first and so I ordered a little breakfast for us. ☺  We had a really nice visit and then we were both off doing the next thing on our lists.

It was Larry's short day and so we decided to go to the Temple.  The middle of the day isn't my favorite time to go but it's a good time to go.  (there aren't a lot of people)  We decided to help out with Sealings since they had a little sign saying they needed help.  It was a pleasant experience.  I think we were in the same room that I was sealed to my parents.  (I love that room...#6)  I was glad we did sealings because it's easier for me to stay awake and pay attention.  Sometimes when we do endowments in the afternoon I will doze off.  Sitting in a peaceful place has that affect on me.

We went to LaFerrovia afterwards and had a yummy dinner.  We were thoughtful and took some food home for the kids.  I really enjoyed today and felt like some good things were accomplished.

Another Elder

 I can't believe my baby is old enough to receive the Melchizedek Priesthood but that's exactly what happened today.  I sure do love this kid.  I have learned and grown a lot from being his mom...I am blessed.  All of our kids came to support Jared today.  I love my family for always being there for each other.  It was sure a happy time for this mommy.  My heart was full and proud.  It won't be long and this young man will be serving His Father in Heaven and paying back a little for all he has been given.  I need to start practicing positive thinking concerning this time because right now every time I think of him leaving I cry.  I feel like I did when Justin left.  I'm a mess and so it's time to change my thoughts and focus on all the good concerning missionaries.

It was awesome to have all my guys up in the ordination circle.  Larry, Justin, Kevin, Braxton and Jaydan.  Gramps was also up there along with our High councilman- Randy Garside, our Bishop-Bishop Gurney, and our friend Clint McFarland.  When TJ receives this Priesthood, all our guys will be able to stand in for him.  Julie stayed home with the kids and Ivy and Zaden were with their dads, but everyone else was with us including Bobbi McFarland and her boys. It was wonderful!

These ducks were at church all day just chillin in the parking lots.  By the time Jared was ordained there was a hurt one.  He was sitting in the snow and blood was around him.  Braxton felt bad for it and so he helped him to the other side a little faster.  It seemed mean but having it freeze to death seemed meaner.

More Celebrating of Births

Kevin and Julie spoil us parents.  Twice a year we get to go to dinner at their expense for our Birthdays as a Thank You for all we do.  Tonight we celebrated Lynette and Larry.  I love this little tradition.  I love sitting down and visiting with the Dunkley's...they are great people.  It's fun catching up with them.

Kimleighel and Jared went to watch the kids.  Man these little's make me smile.  Jordyn was laying in Kevin and Julie's bed and Kam was brushing her hair from bathing and I forgot to get pictures of them but believe me they are loved just as much.  I remember with the twins because they change so much and those smiles.....I want to always remember their smiles.  What sweeties they all are.

Do you wonder how I am?  I am blessed...completely blessed and surrounded by amazing family and friends!

Celebrating Mya

We had the  privilege of Mya coming over to celebrate her birthday with us.  Natalie brought her after school.  We went shopping first and Mya was really excited to go to Toys R Us.  She was so cute looking at everything.  I think its fun to watch the grands walk up and down every aisle inspecting everything.  I think they are in complete awe at all the toys.  Mya was leaning towards a talking 'toy' parrot and it was even in our cart.  She had been telling me that she was interested in science and so we went down that aisle and her eyes lit up.  I could tell that she really likes science.  She saw a microscope and thought it would be so cool to have it.  I told her that she could get it if she wanted.  She would have to decide out of the parrot or it.  She told me it was a really hard decision but she chose the microscope. I think that was a great choice.

We decided to go to dinner after and she chose Olive Garden.  It was so fun just having Mya by herself.  She is getting so grown up but is still a sweet little girl that loves spending time with me.  I ordered with the thought in mind that Larry would get the rest for dinner.  He was all for it.  Kimi and Jared had things going on and so I didn't need to worry about them.

When we got home Mya got out her microscope and we enjoyed looking through it.  I loved her excitement.  Her family came down a little later and her daddy brought the elk he just shot to show her.  Larry helped Justin give Macie a priesthood blessing since she wasn't feeling very good.  I love that we have the Priesthood.

In the bottom corner of one of the pictures is our statue of the last supper that Larry bought while we were in Italy with the Jones.  Parker thought it would be a great place to hang his hat.  haha I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Mya and I snuggled and talked before going to sleep.  It was fun listening to Mya talk and tell me the things on her mind.  We woke up to a Winter Wonderland...it was Beautiful.

Mya wanted to make pancake art for breakfast and so of course that is what we did.  Mya is pretty creative.  She made her a few pancakes first and then told me not to look because she was making me one.  Do you know which one?  If you guessed the heart you are right.  Oh I love this girl that is now nine years old.

We let Mya stay and play all day.  Larry and I did run to a baby shower together for Mallory's son and his wife and to the store but other than that we were home enjoying this day.  I was happy that our cute neighbor, Kenna came over with her dogs and wanted to play.  Mya was dying to play in the snow.  Jared went out with them and ended up pulling them around the field behind the four-wheeler.  Oh...I love our birthday sleepovers with the grands.  I wonder what they will remember?

Grand Week

Instead of going to Limitless like I had planned to do I stayed home and then volunteered to watch Trichelle's kids for her so that both her and TJ could attend.  I really felt like that was the right thing to do.  Trichelle and TJ are learning so much and their attitudes and outlook are so great since they have become involved in this wonderful program.  The kids really enjoy coming to our house too and so it's a fun few days for them as well.  I love having the grands come play.  Their cute faces make me smile.

Having the grands around brings out the good in all of us.  Kimi, Jared and grandpa all enjoy them so much.  All of our grands are really good kids.  They are pretty easy.  Behr was a lot easier this time.  I didn't put down chairs to keep him in the family room.  I did close all the doors to the other rooms but he didn't wander much.  He is getting pretty good at entertaining himself and playing with toys.  he is really cute.  While he played one day I cleaned the toy area in the pantry.  I got rid of a garbage sack full of stuff and put the other toys in totes.  I had Jared and Kimleighel move the Doll House upstairs for now.  It was being used to throw toys on.  It sure feels good to have that done.  Messes really do drive me crazy...I remember that when I am home and notice them.

Macie came and played on Friday like she does and her and Behr and funny to watch.  Behr is a tease and Macie is too.  Today Macie wasn't feeling up to par and so I tried keeping Behr under control.  They really do love each other and have a fun time together.  One of the things that brings me joy is watching my cute grands enjoy each other.

We Are Blessed!

Larry got a phone call from my oldest brother about a month ago.  Terry volunteered Larry to put railings on my mom's porches.  My mom has slipped off and she decided she needed railings.  I'm surprised she hasn't had them sooner.  I noticed most of her neighbors have them.  Anyway a guy that does that sort of thing came into Larry's shop either the day Terry talked to Larry or a day or so after.  Larry decided that since they really don't specialize in railings for porches he would hire it out.  My brother said he would help pay for it and so we got things going.  I was at my mom's when the guy came over to see what she wanted.  My mom told him more than she had told Larry.  Anyway..the job is done and there are nice railings on both porches.  We have the pleasure of paying for it since we are the ones here and are able to help.  It was pricey...at least 2-3x more than I expected. We are blessed that we can pay for it since my brother informed me that he is without a job right now and can't help.  I'm thankful that Larry is a hard worker and that we are good with our money.  I am thankful that we are blessed and do have enough to help others. I am thankful that the more we do help others, the more blessed we become.  At first I was a bit ticked that we got stuck with it all but after changing my attitude I'm really glad we could do this for my mom.  Happy Birthday, Happy Mother's Day...Happy Everything Mom!

***I'm kind of embarrassed for even being a little upset yesterday.  Opposition in all things right?  It's okay I felt that way because it helped me remember how blessed I am.  By feeling that way I prayed a little harder.  I am being made better.  I hope that weakness is a little stronger today.

Tuesday Temple

I've missed going to the Temple and knew that if I was going to go this week I'd better go early in the week because I get grands tomorrow.  I got up early and went and did initiatory.  I knew I needed to get home to go visiting teaching and so I didn't even worry about doing my hair before I left.  I brushed it but it was bed hair. ☺  I didn't have to wait when I got there.  One time around I was the only one but then the booth filled up.  I had an interesting experience as I did the work today.  Every single time one of the sisters touched me we'd get a little shock.  I noticed it after it had happened a few times and then was paying attention to see if it was going to continue to happen.  It did every single time.  She rotated around the booths and when she was in the first booth and I was on my last name she asked me if I had noticed our little shocks.  I told her I had.  I told her that she was the only one that it was happening with.  I was sure Heavenly Father was trying to tell me something.  She pondered and couldn't quite make sense of it all either.  She told me she was going to try not to touch my skin at all.  As she wiped my forehead of course I got a shock...then she carefully tried to only touch a hair of my head but surprisingly (or not) a little shock traveled down that piece of hair and shocked my scalp.  The shocks were so tiny but I was very aware of them.  I'm not sure what they meant.  I did feel like I was suppose to be at the Temple and maybe God was letting me know he was aware and happy I was there.  Maybe, all five of the ladies were thrilled to be getting their work done.  Maybe me and the cute sister have a connection between us.  I am certain it meant something and that I had a little miracle today happen to me even if I'm not positive the reason.

The last few days I have had my daughter in love show send me a video about Satan's biggest lie,(it's about being perfect and doing it all) and a neighbor shared a talk on Being Good Enough with me.  I didn't realize I was coming across as worried or any other way but I must have been portraying something.  I have been praying extra hard for my family.  It's not so much I'm worried for anyone particular.  I just hope for wonderful things all the time for them.  I turned to the scriptures and let them plop open on my lap.  As I read a few things stood out in my mind.  First of all that my sins are forgiven. (woohoo) Because I ask in faith I shall be blessed. The Lord's will would be done on His time and that the Atonement is a wonderful gift that we can use daily.

I love that God is very aware of us each and every day.  I'm sure He is always giving us little signs that for the most part we probably just over look.  I feel good when I notice a sign even if I don't quite understand it.  I know God loves each of us.  I know that He knows us individually.  We are not alone on this journey in life.

Sleepover with Macie

One of my favorite things to do with the grands is have them sleepover for their birthdays.  I think it's one of their favorite things too.  I hope they will have fun memories of our time together.  Macie was so excited and loved all the attention.  We stayed up a little later and played on the iPad for awhile.  Macie and I slept on the air mattress together.  I love being close to my cute grands and snuggling with them.  I even laughed a little when I got hit in the face a few times during the night. ☺  Before we turned off the lights my cute little three year old told me all the things we had planned for the next day.  We will eat cereal, play on the iPad, bath and go to the store.  Her cute little voice made me smile.

We didn't hurry when we woke up which was about 7:30.  We watched a Mickey Mouse Movie and played.  We went on Macie's speed.  It was enjoyable to me to see her so content and loving being at our house.  Kimi and Jared were home since it is Martin Luther King day and so we invited them to come with us to the store and to lunch.

Macie was so excited to see all the toys at Toys R Us.  I told her that this store was kind of like Toy Heaven and I think she agreed.  We looked at everything.  She liked a few things but when I asked her if she wanted it she would say no and move on.  We even walked over to Barnes and Noble book store because she had said that she wanted a stuffed toy like Mya had and Barnes and Noble carried them.  She decided that she really didn't want the stuffed toy and would rather go back to Toys R Us.  I told her that it was time to decide what toy she wanted to get and so we looked some more.  Eventually we went down the aisle that had Hello Kitty things and I saw a few cute things and when I pointed them out to Macie and her eyes got bigger than they usually are.  She grabbed the handle of the box that held the airplane and three kitties and was set.  Her mind was made up.  Dang she is cute.

We went to McDonalds after and had lunch because that is the place that Macie chose.  We had a good time and Macie was ready for me to take her home after.  She was excited to open her gift and put it together.  She loved it and flew it up the stairs and back down again.  My heart was happy just watching her.  I sure do love these cuties that call me gramma!

Sundays are my Favorite

These are the reasons why.  These are my favorite people in the whole entire world!

Feeling Overwhelmed

Wow...this year is starting off so busy.  I feel like my days and weeks are filling up fast and that the month is over before it starts.  There is so much going on.  A little too much really.  I had a few things fall through and instead of being sad about not being able to do them I felt relief.  I was planning on attending a few seminars but didn't feel like the timing was right.  Instead of going I stayed home and told Trichelle and TJ I would watch their kids so that they could attend.  I felt like that is what I was suppose to do.  Funny thing about that is Trichelle really felt like she was suppose to attend the seminar and TJ felt the same way.  I'm glad it worked out.  I was also able move Mya's sleepover up a week.  I  bet I have had our new calendar down more than normal.  I have flipped the months checking dates over and over.  February is already filling up.  I do like having things to do but I need to find balance.  I get to have a the grands a lot this month and that always makes me happy.  I don't accomplish anything while I have them but I do enjoy them and that's what I feel is most important. We have a lot of good things happening each month.  This is going to be a fun filled year.  Jared is working on his mission papers. (feels like the first...hard) Both Kimleighel and Jared will be taking out their endowments in a few months.  Jared will be ordained to be an Elder.  We get a new grand baby next month.  We might learn of more on their way.  We could have a wedding or two. (???) We will send our baby on a mission.  We are going to Bear Lake in July with the family.  I need to schedule Graduation and Mission pictures for Jared.  We need to have family pictures taken before Jared leaves.  I am over girls camp and we're taking the girls to Heber Valley and so I have lots to plan.   This is all very normal stuff and life.  For some reason right now I am feeling more overwhelmed than usual.  But if you wonder how I am.....I am blessed!

Mya is Nine

Wow....I can't believe how fast the years go by.  It's so strange to me that this cutie pie is already nine.  What a joy Mya is and has always been.  I think she is such a cute girl.  Mya is so kind and very spiritual.  She believes in Jesus and really tries hard to follow him.  Mya loves to read...I love that!  Mya is creative and loves anything that is crafty.  She is conservative and is very aware of how much things cost and doesn't like taking advantage of others. (I notice that every year I take her shopping)  She is happy with whatever she gets.  Her favorite color is purple but she likes a lot of colors.  Mya likes to have fun.  Mya loves watching movies.  Mya is maturing and is losing her baby look. I even had a friend of mine that is in her ward notice that. Mya is just an awesome little one and I'm so glad that I am her granmma.

A few things Natalie shared about Mya...Mya is a super big help and Natalie wouldn't survive without her.  She is a good girl and a great example.  Some of her favorite things are: reading, purple, lasagna, playing games especially Monopoly but also loves Mancala.  Mya loves learning how to cook.

Food 4 Thought Friday

Food 4 Thought Friday! 

A little feast without the calories!! 

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Friday the 13th 

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Breakfast ~ Are you superstitious? I don't really think so but I do find myself repeating superstitions learned as a child....knock on wood, break a wishbone and if you get the big part you get your wish, blow out all the candles in one breath and your wish will come true, don't step on a crack or you'll brake your mothers back, bad things come in three's, find a penny pick it up and all day long you'll have good luck. Numbers....111, 222, 333, 444, 555, 666. What things are you superstitious about? I do believe when you see three numbers together that angels are watching over you...I always high five my angels when I notice.  Except for 666 which I really don't notice and others usually point out to me...of course I think of evil because that's why it is pointed out in the first place ☺ 

Lunch ~ Have you ever had something bad happen to you on Friday the 13th? The thing that popped into my head right away way was having our wonderful friend, Dave Jones have a heart attack and die on December 13, 2013...it was a Friday!

Dinner ~  Do you think luck plays a part in your life?  some might refer to things as luck and I do too however I really believe luck is more of a blessing. Are you generally lucky or unlucky? I'm very lucky...or blessed.  I usually don't win things but I have and when I have it's been kind of neat.  I have been watched over and protected a lot...that's pretty lucky. (or blessed)

Midnight Snack ~ Do you have a lucky number? I always have thought that 7 was my lucky number.  I wonder if that's why I ended up with 7 kids. (?) Do you carry anything to bring you luck? No...just a prayer in my heart ♥
Recipe for the Week ~ (instead of your recipe for life, what is it just for the week?)

Live Today as if Today is the Day You Will Be Remembered!

I actually came across this thought today from Dr. Seuss and really liked it.  We should all live each day in a way that we would like to be remembered for.

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My last scheduled activity at SNAP (except camp)

Just before Christmas I started feeling a little panicked because we hadn't talked about our activities for the new year for Special Needs.  I got out the calendar and sure enough we only had the first week scheduled.  Immediately I remembered that I had been wanting Tammy Bell to speak to our girls.  The thought had first come to me over a year ago and it shot right back on that day.  I immediately text her and she was kind enough to accept.  I made assignments for the rest of the Presidency and sent the calendar off to each of them to make sure they were okay with everything.  That's the kind of President I was.  I did a lot through text because we are shattered all over.  Everyone was good and we were set.  Then a week or two later I found out that Barbie was called as President and I would be being released.  I love how Heavenly Father was watching out for Barbie and how everything was set up and ready to go for her. Pretty cool how Heavenly Father guides us all and watches out for us.

Tammy came and spoke to the gals about being happy.  She shared a little of when she lost her hubby and some steps that she took to be happy.  Happiness really is a choice and it is up to each of us individually to make it.  Tammy told the gals that it was okay to cry and be sad but to set a timer and when the timer goes off to get up and go do something else, preferably for someone else.  She shared a few things that make her happy.  Each of us was challenged to go home and write a list of things that make us happy.  I know that when we think about the things that make us happy, we realize more and more of the things that do.    Tammy did a great job and I was so Happy she came and shared a little of herself with all of us.

Breakthrough....Book Club

Trichelle and her family all made a goal to accomplish something that they have wanted to do...or would be good for them to do.  Zaden learned to tie his shoes and Trichelle was going to go to Flow Rider.  Actually the whole family was going to go and support her by doing it with her.  Even Kimi and Jared and I were going...I wasn't riding.  We got there and found out you have to make reservations.  Darn it...I wanted to watch because I am certain it would have been hilarious and since I love to laugh it would have been a great motivator. hahaha   They played a little at Fat Cats instead and then went to dinner.

I went to my wards Book Club.  I have been curious about other book clubs, plus I just wanted to associate with a few of the gals in my ward.  We talked a lot but not a lot about the book that we all read.  The book was Blackmoore by Julianne Donaldson.  I enjoyed the things that were shared about the book but if I hadn't read the book I wouldn't even know if I would be interested in it.  Except for the fact that it was an enjoyable read.  I liked the book.  I liked imagining how I would have acted being able to stay in an estate with my friends.  I thought there was a lot about the book that we could have shared but really it doesn't matter,  it was still fun mingling with some neighbors.

Disneyland

Merry Christmas to US!

It was Larry's idea for he and I to go to Disneyland. I think it's been on his mind of a while and he felt that it would make a nice Christmas Present to each other.  I completely agreed with him.  Larry doesn't mind going to Disneyland because he know that I love it.  He loves me enough to  go and act like he enjoys it too.  He made reservations for us at Paradise Pier. Oh it was nice only walking across the street to return to the hotel after a long day of walking around.  It was a nice hotel and so cute.  The room we got had two queens and since Larry was still a little under the weather it was nice.  We both really enjoyed our own space. ☺I love how Mickey is discreetly placed all over the room.  It make me happy.

We had a 3 day Hopper Pass.  This time of year is slow and we could have done both parks in 2 days but it was fun going to each of them again on our last day.  There really weren't long lines and even without a hopper pass the longest were only about 40 minutes if that.  That might not be true for the Matterhorn because that line wrapped around the mountain.  I didn't care to go on that ride.

One thing I enjoyed was looking at all the yummy treats.  I think they are so cute.  I specifically like that you can watch through a glass window as the workers dip and decorate the caramel apples and marshmallow sticks. I stopped a watched a few times.  I noticed that they use plastic bowls for the white chocolate and they really knock the apples to get the extra off.  They use Peters Caramel too.  It was quite enjoyable for me to watch them as they worked.

Saturday we visited Disneyland.  It was still decorated for Christmas for a few days and they even played Christmas music throughout the park.  I loved it all!  It was so festive and wonderful.  The inner child in me became active right off the bat.  Larry's inner child didn't stay put for long before it was out and running.  One thing we promised Trichelle was to see if we could get a remote for Zaden's Mater truck he had made a few years ago.  They had lost his and was hoping they could replace it.  We stopped on our way in the first day.  Yes, they had replacements for $5.  We knew we would be stopping back by the Cars shop to pick that up.  When we did Larry was acting all giddy and I asked him if he'd like to make a car or truck.  He was so cute and admitted that he did.  I loved watching him choose the body, tires, rims and accessories.  He was just like a little kid again.  (so cute)   He made a Monster Mater with flashing rims of different colors and a light bar that fit on the cab.  He even bought the extra chip so that Mater talked.  hahaha ☺My heart couldn't help but smile all over.

I love the parades.  I just think everything about the parades is fun.  A little girl from Australia was sitting right by me and the characters and princesses sure made her feel happy as they waved and noticed her.  I noticed when I was looking through all these pictures that one gal on a float was making a heart with her hands like we had on our sweatshirts.  It made me smile. ☺  While we were waiting for the parade we saw a few Characters pass right by us.  I love when the Characters stop and acknowledge the guests.  When I saw them stoop or squat down to get on the kids level my eyes teared up.  I kept thinking about our cute grands coming in a few weeks and how they will be doing that for Jordyn.

On Sunday we chose not to go into the park but we did go hang out at Downtown Disney.  I think a lot of people just go down to Downtown Disney to spend time.  It's a cool place to hang out.  Larry watched parts of a few ball game on a big screen outside of ESPN.  I enjoyed the live bands and people watching.  It was a fun way to spend the day.  We ate at Goofy's Kitchen that night.  Goofy's Kitchen is so much fun.  I love seeing the Characters walk around and greet everyone.  We made sure that we had our picture taken with them all.  At first Larry didn't really want to but I think he decided he'd rather be in the pictures than not and so his resistance lowered.  We're both just big kids at heart.

On Monday we had early entry to California Adventure.  Early entry was at 9:00 because of the slow season and I liked that just fine.  Everyone hurried to the Cars ride and we all walked right on.  I love Cars Land.  It was very festive and cute but is super cute any time of year.  We walked around and then headed to the Toy Story ride.  It was just opening and so we rode it a few times.  I use to always beat Larry but now he beats me.  I'm getting slower and less accurate and I don't really care.  The weather  was nice.  We did get rain on Tuesday which was funny because that was suppose to be the good day.  I carried an umbrella with us every day and only had to open it for a short time on one of the other days.  Compared to the minus degrees at home we were in heat wave.   I loved the temperatures the whole time...even when it rained it wasn't cold.  There were a few changes from the last time I was there.  The Aladdin show is no longer there.  They have a new Frozen play now in it's place.  They use to have a place from Frozen where you could go inside and play in snow and even build a tiny snowman and that is gone now too.  When we went to Eat at Ariel's Grotto on Tuesday they had changed that also.  We were most disappointed in that change.  They use to bring out a tiered dish with appetizers and salad on it.  It was pretty fancy looking but I guess too much food was being wasted and so now each person can choose a soup or salad to go with their entree.  I doubt we will go there again.  I would still suggest it though for people with little girls who want to meet the Princesses.   They get to meet Ariel right off the bat and then four more Princesses come out and visit every table.  The food was good but we preferred the old way they did it.

We both slept good every night because we were exhausted.  I hate to admit it but we tire quicker than we use to.  We didn't stay until the parks closed either. haha  We knew we could go back and rest and come back but when we were done, we were done!

When we were in a gift shop in Cars Land, Larry kept holding up and looking at Mack.  I noticed that he did that three different times.  I think he might have been looking for the price but when I asked him if he wanted he just smiled. ☺We decided to get it along with a stuffed Mater and some plastic cars that babies can chew on.  Because we were at the Paradise we could purchase those things and they would deliver them to us.  Sweet!  Of course we also had to buy another carry on bag to bring all the toys home in.  Larry makes me giggle.  Larry is kind though and lets the grands play with his toys when they come over.

This really was a fun trip for us both.  Larry got over his sickness and we both had a really good time.  We enjoyed the warm weather and each other.  We loved walking around observing all the different people.  It was fun letting our inner children out....you can get away with almost anything in Disneyland.  It was fun seeing others do the same.  We are blessed and we really do appreciate all that we are able to enjoy in life.  Life is pretty darn fun if you take time to make it happen.

Our last day we had early entry to Disneyland.  We thought going to Indiana Jones would be a good choice.  It wasn't....that part of the park didn't open until 10:00.  So we went into Fantasy Land and of course there was a long line for Peter Pan....there always is.  Larry asked me why it was always so long and truly I just think it's a novelty. We headed to Alice in Wonderland and just as we approached the cars the ride stopped.  Everyone on the ride had to be assisted off.  We didn't see it open the rest of the day.  We had time to spare and I felt like we were walking in circles trying to decide the best thing to do. I was kind of bugged on my inside and so finally I just told Larry we were going to wait for Peter Pan.  That's right...we were going to walk back and forth for forty minutes to ride in a boat that sailed over the city.  Larry was sure it was going to break down when we got to the front of the line because it's happened to us before.  This time however, the ride continued to work and we got to sail around for a minute or two.  Now he can say he has rode Peter Pan.  I'm sure he will never let me convince him to stand in that line again though. ☺  By the time we finished that ride we were able to go to Adventure Land and walk on the Indiana Jones ride.  We rode a few more rides that we like before heading back to California Adventure for lunch at Ariel's.

When we had done everything that we wanted to at both parks we headed back to the Hotel to catch a shuttle to the airport.  We still had plenty of time and so we decided to just chill in the lobby.  Well at least I chilled in the lobby.  Larry wanted to go in the gift shop again.  The guy makes me laugh.  He was in there for quite some time.  I even wondered if he had exited through the other door without me seeing him.  When he did come out he had a huge bag.  I couldn't help but laugh out loud at him.  His face was so cute.  He had decided to buy a bunch of stuffed toys.  Larry loves stuffed toys and had already bought one a few days earlier.  I guess he wanted more. (I told him we already had a Mickey and Minnie...now we have 2)  I wasn't sure how we were going to get them all home because our bags were packed.  We unzipped them anyway and shoved them in.  Surprisingly we fit everything.  I seriously enjoyed watching Larry enjoy himself.  He was able to buy so much because we had a Disney card with lots of money on it.  We have a credit card that earns points and we have been using it for a few years and so we had quite a bit on it. I think I can say with confidence that Larry had a good time!  Me too! ♥

Macie Marie is Three

This little girl is so much fun!  It seems crazy that she is three already but in ways it doesn't.  I had a hard time remembering that she was only two because she is one smart little girl.  Natalie posted some of Macie's favorites and so I am putting them here.  Macie's favorites are: pink, pizza, peanut butter and honey sandwiches, strawberry shortcake movie, anything "Frozen" (movie) and Rapunzel because she has Rapunzel hair.  Macie is so girly.  She loves having her nails painted, dressing up, and helping her mommy especially in the kitchen. She loves books and being read to.  I know for a fact that she has a love for chocolate because she always finds it at my house.  Macie is a sweetie and we are so blessed to have this cute little girl in our family.  I love Fridays when Macie gets to come and play with me for a few hours while her mommy helps at the school.  We have a good time and I seriously cherish our time together.

TJ's Birthday

Starting the year off by celebrating TJ is a good way to start the year.  I really like this guy a lot.  He makes my daughter smile and takes such good care of my grands.  He is funny and witty and a very hard worker.  He loves life and it shows.  He is a very good daddy and adores the littles that call him TJ and daddy.  I believe great things are in the future for TJ and his family.  Together TJ and Trichelle are setting goals and letting go of past struggles.  They are working together and with that happeing I know they have a lot of good things in their future.  I love the path they are on.  It's positive and fun and about helping others.  TJ is thoughtful and caring.  He knows if someone needs a "pick-me-up" and has good ideas of how to do it.  I love having TJ as part of our family.  He fits in pretty darn good!

Sista Sleepover!

A few of us girls went to Carla's last night and had a sleepover.  I'm really not sure why it's called a sleepover because there is very little sleep involved.  We noticed it was the same group that went to Disneyland a few years ago.  I was debating on really sleeping over but Larry ended up being sick and so it worked out great.  He got our bed and I got a bed to myself at Carla's.  Patti and I shared a room but we each had a nice queen size bed with a memory foam mattress.  (I want one now)  Robin and Carla shared a king bed in the other room.  They stayed up longer and so we figured it would be better to split up into separate rooms than all sleeping together which we could have.  Patti and I went to bed about 3 am and that's because Patti needed to get up at 7 to go watch her grands.  I'm not sure when Carla and Robin went to bed and I know that they were still both asleep when I left at 8 am.

We had snacks and watched three different movies.  We had talked about getting in the hot tub but not everyone remembered their swim suits.  I love getting in the hot tub in the winter but didn't mind not going in.  We snuggled in blankets and watched Sully, Lights Out and Premonition.  Sully was really good and I want to rent it for Larry to watch.  Lights Out was creepy and would have been more so if we would have turned our lights out.  Patti and I didn't want the lights out and we won.  Premonition was just weird.  It was hard to follow and we all should probably watch it a few more times to catch everything.

Then we talked.  We talked about angels and ghosts but focused more on angels since they aren't scary.  We shared stories with each other.  They were nice stories of others watching out for us.  Carla has an inquisitive mind and asks lots of questions on things that don't make since to her.  We got into some pretty deep discussions and everyone had open minds.  I bore my testimony more than once and would not have backed down if I had been challenged.  I shared my experience of being forgiven years ago and how part of the deal was for me to bare witness of Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father.  I did that tonight.  I pray that Carla will recognize her prayers being answered.  We talked about things she should be aware of and pay attention to while seeking her answer.  She wants a sign and I'm positive she isn't noticing them.  I know God is hearing her prayers and answering them but that she isn't recognizing it.

One thing that bothered me after thinking about it later was when Carla expressed her thoughts about "Why do other LDS families pray for their kids and their prayers aren't answered like ours were when Jared got lost?"  I told her that I don't know why some people's prayers are answered a certain way and others aren't.  I just know that it's all how it's suppose to be.  The thing that bothered me was that I didn't stop and say that being LDS had nothing to do with Heavenly Father hearing or answering our prayers.  I will probably bring that up to her later.  God isn't prejudice.  He loves all of His children no matter where they are in life.  And, I believe we are all where we are meant to be at this time...I don't believe however that we are all meant to stay where we are right now.  We are on a path and everyone's path is specifically for them and their growth.  Also...as we go along our path we are able to help others right where we are.  Everyone is important and meant to be where they are for the time being.  Our progress on our paths is very individual as well.  Sometimes we might speed right along but I am pretty confident in saying that we will reach bumps along the way that will slow us down.  Maybe so that we will take time to help others on their paths or even to slow down so others can help us.

Another point of interest was how could all these Church's on earth claim they are true and the others aren't.  I shared how our Apostles have said it.  All church's are good and teach true principles.  However, they are not complete.  I told her how ours was exactly set up the way it was back when Jesus was first on the earth.  I shared that our leaders are called of God...not men.  I testified of that because I know for certain that is true.  I told her that our church can add to what others have and that those church's are good if they are bringing people to Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. That's how our night ended.  I felt good about our discussion.  At times I wish I was more intellectual and could point out doctrine and specifics but that's not how I am.  I have strong faith and "feel" and recognize the spirit.  That's how my testimony is strengthened and that's the only way I know to share with others.

***Brynlie was admitted to the hospital Monday night when they took both of the twins in to get suctioned.  Brynlie's oxygen levels were low and so she will be staying in the hospital for a few nights now.  I feel sad for the babies and their parents.  I know it's exhausting to them.  I love how Kevin and Julie take turns staying at the hospital and supporting each other.  They are working their way over a little bump on their path.  Jordyn is coughing bad too but because she is older she might be able to avoid the hospital. (we hope)