I've missed going to the Temple and knew that if I was going to go this week I'd better go early in the week because I get grands tomorrow. I got up early and went and did initiatory. I knew I needed to get home to go visiting teaching and so I didn't even worry about doing my hair before I left. I brushed it but it was bed hair. ☺ I didn't have to wait when I got there. One time around I was the only one but then the booth filled up. I had an interesting experience as I did the work today. Every single time one of the sisters touched me we'd get a little shock. I noticed it after it had happened a few times and then was paying attention to see if it was going to continue to happen. It did every single time. She rotated around the booths and when she was in the first booth and I was on my last name she asked me if I had noticed our little shocks. I told her I had. I told her that she was the only one that it was happening with. I was sure Heavenly Father was trying to tell me something. She pondered and couldn't quite make sense of it all either. She told me she was going to try not to touch my skin at all. As she wiped my forehead of course I got a shock...then she carefully tried to only touch a hair of my head but surprisingly (or not) a little shock traveled down that piece of hair and shocked my scalp. The shocks were so tiny but I was very aware of them. I'm not sure what they meant. I did feel like I was suppose to be at the Temple and maybe God was letting me know he was aware and happy I was there. Maybe, all five of the ladies were thrilled to be getting their work done. Maybe me and the cute sister have a connection between us. I am certain it meant something and that I had a little miracle today happen to me even if I'm not positive the reason.
The last few days I have had my daughter in love show send me a video about Satan's biggest lie,(it's about being perfect and doing it all) and a neighbor shared a talk on Being Good Enough with me. I didn't realize I was coming across as worried or any other way but I must have been portraying something. I have been praying extra hard for my family. It's not so much I'm worried for anyone particular. I just hope for wonderful things all the time for them. I turned to the scriptures and let them plop open on my lap. As I read a few things stood out in my mind. First of all that my sins are forgiven. (woohoo) Because I ask in faith I shall be blessed. The Lord's will would be done on His time and that the Atonement is a wonderful gift that we can use daily.
I love that God is very aware of us each and every day. I'm sure He is always giving us little signs that for the most part we probably just over look. I feel good when I notice a sign even if I don't quite understand it. I know God loves each of us. I know that He knows us individually. We are not alone on this journey in life.
