I love attending the Awaken Seminars. They remind me of a big Youth Conference. You learn from speakers who involve the audience and want feed back. Then they have activities to implement the things you learn. I go with an open mind/heart to receive inspiration from God. Being in this atmosphere prepares me for inspiration. Things just come to my mind that I know would not normally just show up. I like that and find it fascinating.
Trichelle brought her family to the Hypnotist show and Zaden laughed so hard...it was fun!




This conference was awesome. We had some really great instruction on how we can each improve ourselves which will improve our own life. We had some cool breakthrough activities. One that really hit me this time was a simple one. We partnered up and shared a story of us being a victim. I don't have much but as a child I did "create" things. I felt kind of dumb but also very blessed that I had something so small to claim as my "victim" story. My partner's story was big. We shared how we felt as victims with each other. I cried out of pure love and compassion as my partner shared her story with me. I didn't know her before we became partners but I loved her...unconditionally. We also put ourselves in the villain's shoes and spoke for them. Trading places really helped me get a better understanding for my "villain". (who isn't really a villain at all) During that exercise I realized I was given things in my childhood because I was strong enough to handle them. I was given those things to help me grow and guide me to another path. I was given those things out of ignorance and jealousy. I truly believe they weren't meant to hurt me like they did. I was the target of releasing to help that person heal. I also was shown how truly blessed I have been in my life. How protected and loved I have always been.

Kimleighel's favorite activity was when we had to make a declaration about our highest self. We said three things that described us at are highest/true selves. Mine were: Heavenly, Kind and Delightful. Then we finished it with something like...king, princess, warrior etc. Mine was Daughter of God. So if someone asked me who I was I would say: I am heavenly, kind, and delightful a daughter of God. Then they said "yes, you are!" and I would respond with: "thanks, I know!" It was empowering. I loved how it's ok and even good to be able to own our greatness and encourage others to do the same. We are all so much more than we give ourselves credit for!
Gerald's brother, Clint came and spoke to us and that was such a blessing. Clint is such a fabulous and spiritual person. Clint has been studying with a master healer from the Himalayas for the last few years. I loved everything about Clint. He asked 3 questions and that is what they do when they heal others.
1. What would you do/be if you knew you would succeed?
2. What would you do/be if you had $10 Million in the bank?
3. What would you do/be if you knew you had only 6 months left to live?
We pressed the tip of our pointer finger and the answer to those questions was clear in our minds.
My answers had to do with blessing the lives of others by helping them know of their greatness. It was awesome.
He had a few ladies go on stage who suffered with severe pains throughout their bodies. After they answered those questions, Clint pushed a few pressure points and patted their head and cheeks a little and pressed on their backs to release the blockages they were holding. It was amazing and I was feeling a little jealous that I didn't raise my hand higher because my back was really aching at the time. I did know that the ladies chosen needed it more than me though. Then Clint have us all a gift and told us a little trick that would relieve our aches. It was so simple and immediately it worked. Trichelle was sitting behind me and noticed that I sat right up. I couldn't feel any pain at all. It was amazing. I know that God blessed others with healing powers and those gifts are from Him.

We walked bare-feet on broken glass and that is when I knew that I wasn't playing with a full deck. I really wasn't coming up with anything and a gal I was sitting by asked me a few questions and that "thought" came up. I couldn't think of anything and nothing came to my mind when we broke arrows and so I passed on that one. I'm not afraid of breaking an arrow by putting in on my throat and walking into it but when nothing came up I decided I wasn't going to dig anything up. I don't know why but that felt right for me.
We learned about manifesting the things we want. Actually we all do it all the time by the things we say. Our thoughts are so empowering! We learned about health and finances and how to improve in those areas. We learned about being in alignment with God and accepting His plan even when it doesn't look like our plan.
We were told to set goals. To tell those goals to our tribe and friends so that we would be more committed to them. Even then I wasn't sure what goals to make and so I decided that I would make time to work on the computer for 2 hours in the mornings to keep up on my journal, family picture books and Jared's missionary journal. I also decided that I would consciously "pay it forward" to someone every day. I wrote a list of ideas to accomplish that. I was feeling good about my goal but I knew that wasn't stepping up like I knew I needed to.

Today Larry and I went to the Temple and I was told what I need to do. I wasn't thinking about anything at the time the revelation came but I recognized it when it did. I really know that my purpose in life is to help others see their greatness. Are you curious what I was told to do? I am to write a Children's Book. It will be called "Little One, You Are Loved". It will be simple but powerful. It's not one bit overwhelming to me. My grands will provide the art for the book. Simple as that! I'm excited. Then I was told to do a separate book for older kids. It will be called "Happy to be Me.". It is also very simple and will filled with positive affirmations. I'm so excited because I know this idea is God's and not mine. I get to be the instrument and receive the blessings from doing it. I love "Playing" with God and having Him guide and direct me.
I know that the last three days were preparing me to receive that little inspiration. I know that I am also suppose to team lead at these conferences. I want to be more involved in helping others and this is a way I can be. I actually saw myself doing something like this at the last seminar I attended. I am being blessed and I'm excited about the things I am suppose to do.