Things Got Crazy

I started the day off by taking Jared to get his Mission and Graduation pictures taken.  We went to the Temple first and Nikki got a bunch of great pictures of Jared in his suit.  I'm excited to see the results.  Then Jared changed and we walked up and down 25th street getting some for his graduation.  Twenty-fifth street is a cool place to take pictures.  It's old and pretty neat looking.

Behr got to come play again today.  He is such a cutie.  A few of his cousins joined him.  I really enjoy watching the little ones learn to interact and play together...they do a good job.  When Brynlie woke up I made her a bottle and Behr thought he needed one too. (he usually only has a bottle for bed).  Behr wanted to be by Brynlie while they had their bottles.  They are so cute.  Behr is gentle with Brynlie ...he likes her.  Brynlie wasn't feeling very great.  I could tell she had a slight fever and her spirit was a little down.  I ended up holding her after she ate and she fell back to sleep.  I didn't mind holding her and watching Behr play.  Kimi got home from getting her hair cut and was there to get Briggs when he woke up. Briggs is very mobile and gets around good.  I think Behr felt a little threatened by Briggs.  Behr wasn't up to sharing as good with Briggs as he was with Brynlie but he wasn't mean and Briggs is so easy going he'd just get a different toy.  I laughed out loud a few times as I watched them play.  Kevin called and was in a hurry to get to his in-laws and asked me to get the twins in their carseats.  I got Brynlie in hers but  let Briggs play a little bit longer.  I was helping him eat a banana when things got scary.  Kimi and Behr were eating at the table and Kimi noticed that Brynlie was twitching.  She told me she was and then jumped up and went to Brynlie and told me again.  I was in the kitchen with Briggs but hurried over to Brynlie.  Her eyes were glazed and her whole body was twitching. It was sickening seeing her like that.  I might have freaked out a little.  I handed Briggs off and quickly unbelted Brynlie.  When I picked her up her tummy heaved and I thought she was going to throw up.  I hurried to the sink as she heaved and twitched and jerked.  I didn't know what to do and just kept patting her back.  Finally she cried and the twitching stopped.  During that time Larry called Kevin and Julie to see how close they were.  They got there about the time the seizure stopped.  It was so upsetting to witness that and I think we all had tears in our eyes.  Poor little sweetie.  The twins have been sick a lot and I pray they will be able to get over it.  It seriously breaks our hearts to see them struggle.  They look so healthy and seem like they are doing great other than the sickness that hits their lungs a little too often.

We decided to visit my mom after the babies all left.  I still needed to clean her bathroom for the month too.  We had a nice visit.  My mom is a good person.  My brother is suppose to be arriving soon for a visit and my mom is looking forward to it.  I'm thankful for the people in my life!

When the sun went down we grabbed some bunnies and jelly beans and went to our grands.  This year the bunnies were kind of small but really soft.  We put the bunnies on the porches and spread jelly beans around.  We didn't feel like doing the paw prints this year.  I know our grands look forward to a little treat on their porch and so it's fun for us.  We had a few extra bunnies...(I think I was hoping we'd have more grands on the way) and so we left a treat for Reese and our cute friend Ruth.  

***On Sunday, Ruth told me about the bunny that was left on her chair.  She loved how soft it was and how she thought it was cute that jelly beans were along her bench too.  She told me that she had about three people in mind who would have done it and then she looked right at me and told me she thought it could be me.  We just kept talking a little and then she asked "was it you?  She said she thought it was me but kept putting that thought out of her mind because I had given her a little basket with some treats when she came visiting teaching.  I can't lie...thus I could never play poker....I told it was our family...not just me.  It's sure fun doing nice things for Ruth because she really appreciates it.

A Fine Day

Today I was suppose to take Tammy G to lunch for her birthday.  She cancelled again and so it may not happen this year.  We had planned to go on her birthday and she needed to change and then last week when we were going to go my girls invited me to go with them and so we changed and rescheduled for today but she took a client and so we didn't go.  I decided to go get a pedicure since we weren't going.  I really needed a pedicure and so it was nice.  When I got home Behr was awake and cute as ever.  I love his cheesy smile....it seriously lights my heart up.  He's a fun kid to have over and pretty easy now.

Larry and I went to dinner with Carla and Roger at the same time Behr was going home. We went to LaFerrovia and saw our cute neighbors there.  I never get tired of that place. We went to Carla and Rogers after and played 5 Crowns.  Larry won both games and was pretty darn excited about it.  I lost both games but I don't care.   It was a fun day and night.

28 Already

Oh This BOY.....He brings so much joy into my life!  Braxton has always been so full of energy, mischief, and love.  He is a busy boy.  Braxton has never been one to sit around and play games or watch much tv.  This kid preferred to be outside building, creating, flipping or hunting.  He likes others peoples junk and we had plenty of it around our house while he lived here.  He made a fort out of an old bus and then actually built a few in the field.  His coolest project was camp Kaboom.  Camp Kaboom kept Braxton and his friends busy for years.  He's funny!  This kid still makes me laugh out loud.  He also still makes me roll my eyes.  Braxton has a tender soul and cares so much about others and their feelings.  He is such a thoughtful husband and daddy.  Braxton is talented and isn't afraid to try new things.  He has made some pretty cool projects.  Braxton is a go to kind of kid.  If anyone needs help they know that Braxton is the guy to call because she's such a handy man.  Braxton is a great example of goodness.  He follows Christ's footsteps rather well.  I sure do love this middle child of mine!

Some Good Things to Thing About

Gerald Rogers...the creator of Awaken posted this on face book today and gave me permission to share it.  I love everything about this.  Some good things to keep in Mind! ☺

"Do you feel like your life is in MAJOR TRANSITION right now? Are you experiencing significant CHANGE and UNCERTAINTY in at least one or more area of your life? Are you going through a MAJOR CHALLENGE that feels overwhelming to you?

If so, I felt inspired to share this message with you...

In the midst of change we often feel afraid or uncertain. When our job or at business feels at risk, we panic and stress worrying how we will provide for our family.

When relationships feel like they are breaking down and we are unsure of how to heal them, we feel helpless and hopeless doubting the future and feeling like we can't get the love we want.

When we are undergoing health challenges or illness we shut down and feel unable to keep up with the other demands of life.

But consider this...

You already know, deep down, that somehow everything will work out in time. God will provide. Love will prevail. Bodies will heal. Somehow, despite how challenging the problems seem that we face, we always emerge alive on the other side, and nearly always wiser and stringer because of it.

Perhaps when things are breaking down, it's simply God's way of realigning our life so we can receive something even better.

Perhaps these massive changes and challenges are His was of UPGRADING our lives, and most importantly UPGRADING us!

I feel like my life is in constant change and uncertainty. This is where I've learned to thrive, because this is the growth zone that lies just outside the comfort zone.

Here's some beliefs I try to remember when I'm feel overwhelmed or stressed because of the uncertainty... Try them on for yourself and see how they feel in your situation.

- Everything happens for a reason, and that reason is to lead me closer to source, and to help me grow and become more like God.

- I am infinitely supported by the Universe, and by God, and He is constantly trying to upgrade my life.

- All my stress and pain are self created, challenges may be part of this life, but suffering is optional.

- I am bigger and stronger than any obstacle I face. I will always prevail. I have everything I need to rise above this problem.

And then by remembering these things, I try to ask questions that allow me to shift from STRESS to SUCCESS...

- What's great about this?

- What am I learning?

- What do I want and what is the easiest way for me to create that now?

... Even if I don't have the answer right away, questions like this instantly shift my energy and focus and help remind me who I am and allow me to be resourceful in finding the answers and solutions I need.

So, if you feel overwhelmed by the changes you're facing in your life right now, than I just want to remind you... You've got this. You are brilliant. You are Beautiful. and You are LOVED.

your brother,

g

PS. If you're going through major change and want to learn specific tools to create a life that you love, come to the next AWAKEN... no excuses, just come. Trust me, it will change your life."

Since I'm sharing some thoughts from Gerald here's another about marriage that he shared:

"Most people get married believing a myth, that marriage is beautiful box full of all the things they have longed for; companionship, intimacy, friendship. The truth is that marriage, at the start, is an empty box. You must put something in before you can take anything out. There is no love in marriage; love is in people, and people put it into marriage. There is no romance in marriage; people have to infuse it into their marriages. A couple must learn the art, and form the habit of giving, loving, serving, praising– keeping the box full. If you take out more than you put in, the box will be empty." -J. Allan Petersen

Today Was Full

Today was Temple Day.  I really like Temple Day!  I drove by myself because I had a lot to do afterwards and didn't want to come home.  The Temple grounds are gorgeous again.  The trees have blossoms and the flowers are looking bright and cheery.  This is the part of Spring I LOVE!  I enjoyed my time in the Temple, so peaceful.  I put my pants on in the parking lot and I was off.

I had to go to Logan to pick up a microwave.  It was suppose to be like our old one so it would be easy to install. It wasn't quite exact and still took Larry and Jared a lot of time to get it in.  Sears was very close to where Denece works and so I stopped in to say "hi" to her.  She was out of her office and so I sat in her chair and when she came back I surprised her.  I visited with her while she got the meals on wheels ready for the drivers.  I love Denece and I'm glad I was able to see her for a bit today.

When I was driving to Logan, I felt like I should stop at my old hair dressers shop.  So, on the way home I did and no one was there.  I started laughing and praying and asked Heavenly Father why I had been prompted when no one was even there.  The thought "to see if you would" came to my mind.  I actually had that thought a few times and then heard it again later.  I guess since I am playing with Heavenly Father on something to see if He will come through, He thought He'd play with me to see if I would.  I'm glad I did and now I will just smile and wait for Him to.

I went to Jodi's after to wish her good luck at the Boston Marathon she is running on Monday.  I took her a Crunchie Candy Bar because she loves them as much as I do.  I'm excited for her and I know this is going to be a wonderful memory for her.  She has trained so hard and has accomplished so much.  She's a very determined gal and will do great.  I reminded her to think positive and chase the doubts away.  I will be cheering for her at home.  I ordered a "team Jodi" shirt like the sista's that are going so that I could be present in Spirit and still feel a part of the team!  I'm so proud of Jodi!

When I got back to Roy instead of going home I got a car wash and went to the Pharmacy to get Larry's meds.  I had to wait because the doctor hadn't called back from earlier this week.  Then I met Mallory and Kathy for lunch to continue celebrating Kathy's birthday.  I laugh when I look at our picture...I use to be as tall as Kathy. (I'm shrinking)  I just visited with my friends today.  I love our visits and the insight these friends give me.When I was telling them about my experience of "feeling" like I was suppose to stop and see an old friend and that no one was there, Kathy said "maybe, it was just to see if you would." (pretty sure that was my test today)  They're so awesome and smart.

When Larry got home I hurried and cut his hair and then we took Kelsi and Braxton to dinner for their birthdays.  They chose Village Inn because it is free pie Wednesday.  I think Braxton was wishing he would have chose a different place because his tummy got quite upset.  I'm thankful for these two kids and I'm glad they were born and that we get to celebrate them.  They're so cute and fun....I love them!

Tuesday Happenings

I got up and decided to make me some fresh Orange Juice for breakfast....it's so yummy!   I really needed to go visiting teaching before Easter but hadn't made appointments and figured today would be the best day to do it. I had thought about texting my sisters but changed my mind and chose to take my chance instead.  (I didn't want to be told no) I had cute little pails with Treats for my sisters and for my visiting teacher who also came today.   I was able to catch my sisters and at least say "hi". I really love the ladies I get to visit...they are pretty great!  I adore my visiting teacher too..she's awesome!

The insurance gal called to check on me to see how my blood pressure is and to make sure I am exercising.  I decided to cut back on my soda this month...my new goal.  My blood pressure is actually pretty low in the morning but still in range according to the machine we have. It was a quick visit.  

When I was walking Ruth (my visiting teacher) out to her car I noticed a nice little nest in our courtyard with seven eggs in it.  I know for certain it was not there on Sunday when we had our Easter Egg Hunt.  The mamma didn't show up until dark to sit on them.  I decided to spray the weeds around my yard and sprinkle preen and while I was doing that Larry called to let me know that Kimi's car had stopped and that I needed to go rescue her.  It was actually time for me to go get my hair done so I was a little late for that.  It worked out okay though because Dana was going to have to run to the junior high to take her son his track shoes but Kimi did it for her.

I went home and did my hair and then me and my kids went and got some pizza on our way to Mya's piano recital.  I had to miss last year because of SNAP.  Mya has improved so much and I really enjoyed the recital.

It was a fun filled day.

If We Were a Painting