C/Ya Later.......

I took Kimi and Jared up so they could visit with my brothers one last time before they left.  Kimi and Jared have really gotten to know my brothers and have really enjoyed them.  My brothers have also really enjoyed all of us!

We sat around my mom's table and played "Go Fish".  Who knew that silly game could be so much fun.  We laughed and had a great time.  The week with my brothers flew right by but because they were here for just a week I tried to see them as often as possible.  I only missed seeing them on Saturday and that is because they went with a childhood friend and spent the day with him. (Pat M)

We use to sit at this same table and play games when I was younger but it was even better now.  It's funny when you don't see someone for years how you cherish the time even more when you do.  My brothers are great guys.  Bennett is so positive and happy and a complete Joy.  Terry (aka Sam) is pleasant and mellow and kind.

I suggested to Larry that he come by my mom's on his way home from work so that he could tell them both good bye too.  He followed my suggestion and I was glad.  I know it meant a lot to my brothers.

I was happy that I was able to take them to the Airport the next morning. (5:30 am) Just a few more cherished moments with them.  Oh....I love family!  It doesn't matter how different from each other you are if you love someone the differences don't matter.  I love my entire Family!!!!

Enjoying my Brothers & Family

Mya is 5

I can't believe that this cute little one is 5 years old.  What a fun, cute little grand she is.  Oh I love Miss Mya Pearl.....such a pretty girl.  It's so fun watching the little ones grow and develop their personalities. Mya is smart and sweet and funny.  Awhile ago Mya shared a "secret" with me which I thought was darling of her.  I'm glad she could share a secret with her Gramma....made me feel good.  I'm so thankful for Miss Mya and the other little ones that I get to call my "Grands".

I like these two!!!

Brad and Crystal have been our friends forever and we sure do love them!  Larry and Brad's families have always been friends.  I think it's great that we get along so well.....since we are quite a bit older.  (Larry has even changed Brad's diaper)  I love going out with these two and consider them and their family.....well family!  I like that I can totally be myself with these two....in fact, sometimes I am more than myself and think and say things I normally wouldn't.  I always laugh and have a good time with Brad and Crystal.  I like that Larry enjoys them and is his self too.....he is relaxed with them and that is nice!

I love that they are spontaneous like us and will just go when we call.  Tonight we wanted to go to dinner and decided company would be fun so we called Brad and Crystal.  We went to Red Lobster because it sounded good to me. (I usually don't care)  I ordered dessert with my order because I knew I would be too full if I waited until the end of the meal.  It was a good decision.  I saved a little of my meal to bring home because Brad reminded me I still had dessert coming.  I recommend ordering that way.....if a dessert looks good at the first.

It was fun going with Brad and Crystal and Madi to the Temple a few weeks back as Madi prepares to go on a Mission.  I love watching parents when they have kids going through the Temple for the first time.....what a reward!  So stinkin cool.  I just love these two and want my posterity to know and love them too.

My Brothers

Trichelle, Ivy and I went to the Airport yesterday and picked up both of my brothers.  I was so glad that I was able to go get them.  We had some plans change that made it possible. (originally I wasn't going to be able to and so Trichelle volunteered to) I am so glad that Trichelle still wanted to go and that we had Ivy also.  So nice spending some extra time with them.  As much as I enjoy watching my kids grow up and have their families I will admit I miss them.  I miss seeing and talking to them everyday.  So, when I do get to be around them I cherish it.

Terry flew in about 4:00 pm but Bennett's flight wasn't scheduled to get in until 7:30 pm.  We decided to leave the airport and get something to eat.  We just went to a nearby Subway and enjoyed some food and music there until we needed to go back to the airport.  I loved visiting with Terry while we waited. It's so good seeing my brothers after so long.  While we were waiting for Bennett, Ivy wanted her mom to hold her hands and spin or jump with her.  Trichelle said: No Ivy I don't want to act like a 7 year old so I jumped in and told her I would.  It made us all laugh!  Terry really thought that was great!

Bennett arrived with a smile and a big hug.  He is so up beat and fun.....Oh Happy, Happy Heart!

My mom and dad were so excited to have the boys come.  They have been calling them both and my brothers have loved that too.  They were comparing who got what calls from what parent.  It made me laugh.  In fact, we did a lot of laughing.

I am so glad that after all these years of being a part and living such different lives we all really enjoy and love each other.  Who would have know that such happiness could exist?  It's hard to describe the amount of love I feel inside of me.....pure joy!

I am excited to have my kids visit with their Uncles and get to know them.  I know Ivy & Trichelle  had some good laughs and enjoyed the time they had with them.  I am going to try to get in as much time with them as possible while they are here this week.

Today (Thursday) while I was up visiting my dad needed me to move my car so he could go to the store.  I went out to move it and heard a moan....it sounded like a cat.  I looked across the street where the moan was coming from and couldn't see anything.  Then I heard it again and looked again a little better.  Thank Goodness......my parents neighbor, Mr Voss had fallen and was laying on the ground by his front porch.  It made me sick to my stomach and I ran over to see if he was okay.  I hollered at my dad to grab the boys to come help him up.  Mr Voss was fine and hadn't been there too long and told me that he could see me and "hollered". (He's too old and weak to pull himself up)  I think he heard me rather than see me and so today it is good that I am loud. (his head was on the other side of the porch and he couldn't lift it far enough to see us) His "holler" wasn't a holler at all....seriously it did sound like a sick cat.  I don't think it was a coincident that I needed to move my car and that my dad chose to go to the store when he did.  I think "angels" were watching over Mr Voss.  It makes me sick to think of what might have happened.  More snow came a bit after I left and it was cold.  I'm glad we were able to help him and that he wasn't left out in the cold.  I am thankful for the "Angels" among us!

For Me & Gina

I bought these flowers for me today.  When I saw them they made me smile and so I decided to bring them home and brighten up my home.  I love how bright and cheerful they are.  Sometimes we need to remember ourselves and do what makes us happy. (some times only we know what does)

Today I made cookies and a card for one of my sweet friends who is full of cancer.  I bought her a Willow Angel....."Angel of Miracles" to take to her too. Funny thing is ....she collects Willow Angels and has never gotten the same one twice from anyone.  I had no idea she collected them and the other ones I was debating on would have been repeats....I believe I was guided to the "Angel of Miracles". (I even stood there looking at them and said a little prayer)  She has fought so hard and so positively against her cancer but it just keeps spreading.  I wanted her to know how dear she is to me and how much I love her.  I kept remembering how nice it was when Jared was lost to actually have someone come to my home and give me a hug....so today I went and hugged Gina.

Gina is one amazing lady who doesn't give up and praises God no matter what.  She is such a wonderful example to everyone who knows her.  I am so glad that I was able to get to know Gina these last few years and have her as one of my dearest friends.  She has made me a better person because of her wonderful example.  She always compliments me and makes me feel like I am doing good things too.  Oh....I love Gina!

It happened to be Rex's (hubby) birthday and so I gave him the warm cookies. :)  I continually pray for Gina and the miracle she wants.  I believe she has had a miracle though since she is still here and able to do so much.  Her poor little body is consumed with cancer...it's everywhere and it makes me and everyone she know so sad.  Every day with Gina or any of us is a gift.....I am thankful!

I Dream......

This is a little thought that I had in my head.  It's only my thoughts and my deepest desires. It always has been....I really don't like sharing my hubby.....it's hard on me!

I dream.....I dream of ONE!  Together we are ENOUGH! There are no others distracting us from each other....no other voices, no other images.  We are enough and can love each other completely, however and whenever we want.....never having to worry about another!  Feeling complete, whole, and exceptionally special!  I dream that one is possible but wonder if my dream is really only that.....a dream!  My heart aches for oneness.....I wonder if it will ever experience it's desire!